hey again
i felt guilty today, because i was laughing and having a good time with my mates. then i remembered how u couldnt laugh and how your not with your mates anymore. Then i remembered how you used to tell people how you just wanted to go out and have a good time and i felt more guilt still, because im sitting here wasting my life not knowing what i want 2 do, what i want 2 b, when u had a plan, u had it all going for you, ur smart, clever, you loved life, and life loved you. n look how quickly it ws taken from you.

i was on my way home for school today when i couldn't stop thinkin of you, xpecting to turn round n see you sittin in your car behind, with your music up loud n u jumping along, but then i realised thts never going to happen again and it felt like someone stabbed me right through the heart, i literally couldnt breathe, i just wanted 2 get out of the car and run, but thats not going to bring you back.
i saw a picture of you in the newspaper the other day, staring innocently at me, smiling. from the look in your eyes all i could do was smile back, that look will be with you forever.

you know that'll you'll never be forgotten and you know that you are the most loved person ive ever met.

im not going to say goodbye because your not gone, just because we can't see you doesnt mean your not there, we will meet again, hopefully one day soon
love you x x x x x x
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