Friday, March 03, 2006

hi dan,
I dont know what to write really, whats to be said that hasnt been said already?i think were all feeling sort of the same things at the moment, i miss you so much, theres not a day go by that i think about you,something you said or did, even just as i walk out my front door and see the b&q sign, thats the first place we met and the last place we saw each other.
i remember the first day you started working with us, we started getting on with each other straight away, because you were so easy to get on with and you didnt care what anyone thought, i loved going to work on a saturday because i knew we would be laughing allday rather than working, even when i was having a bad day when i would say to you and paul " ill quit i swear" you would get me through the day, and when we used to annoy the others working there because we wanted the same lunchtimes so we could go and grab a sarnie and wonder round town or cruise in your car.
But in the end i had enough and left, we said that we would both leave on the same day and give our letters in, i was the only one to because i thought you already had, so i was left jobless and you got some of my hours, thanks for that.lol
in a way i wish i had never left now because i could of spent more time with you, but in another way im glad i did because i couldnt have stayed there after all thats happened, it wouldnt have been the same without you, ive done alright for someone who didnt know what to write havent i??
Anyway Im so glad that i got to met you but im sad that your life got cut short, you were such an amazing fella and your missed by so many, i hope to see you again some day, keep smiling with that big grin mate,
miss you & love you
mel xxx