It's midnight so the 29th of august 2010. The fifth year since I lost you. I just read through a lot of the messages and my own only to learn that nothing has changed, I still feel the same if not worse. More lonely, confused and lost without you. Time has not helped me but only made it harder.

I will never understand why you were taken away from me at a time when I needed you most.

I will always miss you more than I can describe. I can't even find the words to describe how much you mean to me.








I love you more than life itself xxxxxxxxxxxxx